I truly despise what you have done to me. You have turned me into a horrible, vicious person that is afraid of everything and always thinks the worst of situations. You are the cause of my every pain. But I also pity what you have become and blame myself. I can't describe the amount of loathing I have for myself because of you, and you bleed into every aspect of relationships be they friendships or otherwise that I have. If you're a changed person prove it to me by removing EVERYTHING of mine and Tsukiko's characters off your profile, stories, journals, I want them gone. I want you as far from me as you can go so that maybe one day I can become at least the shadow of the person I was before you.